You told me never to stop
So how could I
Gotta keep this one promise right
Yuhh
9 to die
Its the soul of the whole baby
But I'm far from home baby
Far from home baby
Far from perfect but I'm pushing for nothing less
Grew up on studio road who woulda ever guessed
Ironic in a sense all these hours I invest
Into this music mama clearly detest
Yeah I know
Entertainment is far from the safest bet
This path my father would never accept
I follow with no regret
With all due respect in peace may he rest
Knowing that his son truly blessed yes
Too chase after dreams
Daring young man on the flying trapeze
Juggling self-doubt and depression with ease
Watch how I do it mama watch how I do it
Shout out to my older brother
I woulda never overcame without ya
Holding me down
Putting up with temper bender after bender
Blues and benzos abused in attempts to not remember
But I remember
I remember
How could I not?
Damn
I said the Pearl Harbor baby
Born into tragedy
But what can I say that pain made a man of me
Ain't tripping over tribulations
Passing on the pity
Life's a trial with unexpected stipulations
Na we know from day one
No sob stories just some valuable information
For anyone with suicidal inclinations
Hold on young god and goddesses
The burden lightens over time I promise this
Look at me I'm twenty five
Coulda ended it all at twenty like Paul
But that shit made no sense
Cause he saved me back when I was hopeless
I'll never understand it or call him selfish
I just wish I coulda helped it
But I can't blame myself
Cant' blame myself
Cause life is like hell
When you lose your way
When you lose your way
When you lose your way aye
Lately I been overfaded
That's sorta like an understatement
Tryna cope with the pain
But this slope is insane so slippery
I see how u fell
I wish I coulda held you up
But all I can do now is put it down and do you proud
Like I said I would