It’s not the first time when the life puts me
On my knees against the wall
Feels like I suffer the defeat again
The pressure is higher than ever

Now that’s enough to hold the line
Start break of dawn, but not my mind
Nobody wants to take it anymore
Need to find will to carry on

Until that day when I can’t fight
I will live by crucifying myself
If I won’t get
My own thread to happy end
It tears me open
But I can’t find
The pieces that may fill my heart
Lying under the cover of night
Waiting for the rays of light

For once I wish that I could taste good luck
But I only know the bitterness
Sometimes my will in fists is fading out
I try to keep it by the optimism

Decisions made, now it’s too late
There's no point in turning back
This race so fast, but I’m like a kite
Flying over it to get high

Until that day when I can’t fight
I will live by crucifying myself
If I won’t get
My own thread to happy end
It tears me open
But I can’t find
The pieces that may fill my heart
Lying under the cover of night
Waiting for the rays of light

Despite all this I am the fire
I have the reasons to burn brighter

Your words are just a lie
The hypocrisy kills me like a knife
When a word of the support is just an empty sound
And you're trying to find ways to pull me down
So let it be, I don’t give a hell
I'll do it the way I want it myself
So fuck this... I will say one thing
Fuck you all... I won’t give in

I will build my world
I’ll create my own
I’ll find my star that’ll show my way to home
I went too far
I can not stop
I have to defeat my demons inside
I’ll create my truth
And no matter how
I won’t let the devil to fool with my mind
As wisdom comes
I see more reasons
To do what I want and enjoy my freedom