That dark pit in my stomach
Screaming till I confront it
Been here so many times before
Why can't I just be honest
What part of me still wants this
The voice in me that begs for more
I run away I run away I run away
Avoiding all the problems every day
I never change
I thought that I knew better
Too scared to face the mirror and see the truth
The light inside me gone now
When I get up I fall down
I'm in a loop that never ends
Still chase the next high
Then I lose myself deeper
Pretend I'm fine and then
I run away I run away I run away
Avoiding all the problems every day
I never change
I thought that I knew better
Too scared to face the mirror and see the truth
A million times I've got lost in my mind
I'm in fear of who I really am
I distract myself and I trap myself
And it has to end
I run away I run away I run away
Avoiding all the problems every day
I never change
I thought that I knew better
Too scared to face the mirror and see the truth
See the truth is
I run away I run away I run away
Avoiding all the problems every day
I never change
I know that I know better
I'm scared to face the mirror and see the truth
I have to face the mirror and see the truth
I have to face the mirror