Love, i can feel your heart
the spirit of the earth
and i've no need for words!

now i understand
what it means to live
and i will never die!

wait, was it just a dream?
am i soon to wake?
tell me how to stay!

was it all you've ever wanted?
to be alone and numb and sane
don't you tell me that i'm haunted
my only options are pills or pain

but did you even try?
sleeping through the time you couldn't share
and did you even care?
tell me where you are and i'll be there

don't you know that it's okay
to love without reward
and you threw it all away
for warmth that went ignored
and when you find
that you can trust again
remember how you felt
remember what you said
'cause i've lost the will to keep you here
and being you is all i've come to fear

don't you know i tried to save
the friend you used to be
and fought against the pain
with liquor and cocaine
to stop the thoughts
that wouldn't leave my head
and made me feel insane
to choose to live instead
but you're gone again, and i'm too far from home
and i can't help but cry when talking on the phone