Why do i mind
I'm allowed to waste my time
Nothing to lose
Set to just cruise

Drowning in thoughts
Can't stop my mind from crossing
I don't want control
Just let me let go

I don't need a soul
If i can be controlled let it happen
Set to overflow
Am i so afraid of being happy

Let me stay asleep
Let me feel numb
I don't want control
Wish i couldn't feel at all