Swear I never get a break from it
With my eyes open
Still struggle to even see a thing
Still love you but it's just not the same
Doing drugs since I left and you'll probably never change
Doing all these things that I just can't ignore
You can take it back but now we can't move forward
Used to say I love you but I can't no more
No I can't no more
I'd rather stay inside
Where it never matters if I'm dead or alive
I swear
Just stay away from me
Could've messaged me on that day
Instead of just making problems and watching It go to waste
Been trying to stay away
Problems with me not showing up
Problems with where I live
I hate that I wasted all this time
But won't ever again
Oooo
Ooooooaaaaahhhhhhh
Ooooooooo ooooooooo, Distorted Spectrum
Kind of knew it in my mind
All the time that we spent turned to seconds that I knew that would be gone
Huh
Now you can't reach my phone at all, it's like, funny part is that
You can't reach my phone at all, everything I did for you was out of heart
And you still ended up going bad on me
Think it's crazy that you putting up a front right now
Telling everyone I'm shady cause I'm up right now
And you can't come around
I've been going ghost they can't reach me for nothing now
Yeah
Used to have your back before you switched
Smoking back to back is how I live
Never knew that life would be like this
They say life's a bitch and it get worse
Feeling like my death could lift my curse
Feeling like they'll never know my worth
Feeling like I'm moving forward but somehow I end up in reverse
Taking all that's left of me
Take it all and then just leave
But you could never be like me
You could never be like me
You could never be like me
You could never be like me
You could never be like