Reality check
I'm doing my best
Don't back down scream loud if you're feeling depressed
Cause' things will only get better if you let it
Doing all the things to distract yourself I get it
And it's worth the time trust me
I regret when things had no negative fee
Step back and realize you're not making sense
Repence and make it right, you not on defense
Relapse can't face the sound
Shitfaced can't turn it around
Relapse can't face the sound
Shitfaced can't turn it around
Relapse can't face the sound
Shitfaced can't turn it around
Relapse can't face the sound
Shitfaced can't turn it around
And you're back in reality
Spinning around
Eyes like a faded tapestry
A glimpse of light breaks through your morality
Singing it true a dash of vitality
Can you live it naturally?
When the lies of
Everyone around you
Break your vision of you
Make it seem like you're not worth enough for you
Run it back
Only fact
What I hear
Disappears
Very clear
I'm so near
End of me
What I see
And it's eight in the morning
Patterns on my floor while he's still snoring
Trippin' in my bathroom while the
Water on my face
Replaces my shape
Conforms to a place
That I can't explain
And it's April morning
Flowers in my yard
While I sit and disregard
The fractals make it hard to talk to you
Four tabs is that bad?
I see dad
Is he mad is this bad
New reality bestowed upon me
And a new me is blessed by the teachings of a higher being
The flowers make everything seem it was meant to be
Then again, it's worthless in this chaos of a tiny stream
I'm doing everything I can
Just to make you stick around
But I can't face the sound
In a relapse I detach
See my mistakes
Its a deal break
All for you
In a relapse I knew
In a relapse I knew
In a relapse I knew
In a relapse I knew
In a relapse I knew