I'm so gone
Know you miss me, try convince me I'm the one
But I already know, it's already said and done
You know that closed mouths don't get fed so don't go keep holding your tongue
You say I'm an addict
Look into your eyes and say I don't know what you mean
Said you get my drift but you ain't ever really had it
You evade all my looks and widen up the space between
Live a life of contradiction
Flowing through the blood that I bleed
Changing up my disposition
I just wanted you to see me
All I ever wanted, I just wanted you to
I just wanted you to see me
changing up my disposition
I just wanted you to see me
Made a
Promise
Turned out
Empty
Start to
Ask why
You resent me
Actions
Don't match
What you're
Saying
Gassed up
No station
So why are
You playing?
I made the proof 9 by 9, it's a fine damn line
Between the truth and all the lies you tell me
I hope that when you pass right by, it's the last damn time
That you go tryna tippy toe around me
Put it in the sky just like the north star
Everything that's in my blood made the divorce hard
Just to make it go away I had to pour hard
And it's still weighing on my conscious that's the worst part
I been living in neglect, make me attention seeker
Could've ran a million miles, it felt like millimeters
Killing role models, fuck a take me to your leader
Kill the whole bottle, pour me up right by the liter
Need to stay distracted I get self destructive when alone
But even when I'm with my family or my friends I'm not at home
Cause they all hate each other I'm still in between like who get custody?
I still got issues with believing all the love I'm shown
I got issues cause I've felt the love disintegrate to stone
Tainted memories I sit upon, the history's a throne
And now the devil's at my door and she requests I keep her company
Eventually gon have to reap all that which I have sown
I'm so gone
Know you miss me, try convince me I'm the one
But I already know, it's already said and done
You know that closed mouths don't get fed so don't go keep holding your tongue
You say I'm an addict
Look into your eyes and say I don't know what you mean
Said you get my drift but you ain't ever really had it
You evade all my looks and widen up the space between
Live a life of contradiction
Flowing through the blood that I bleed
Changing up my disposition
I just wanted you to see me
All I ever wanted, I just wanted you to
I just wanted you to see me
changing up my disposition
I just wanted you to see me