Yeah, I'm tryna wash away all my sins
I know that sometimes gotta lose I can't always win
I feel like I got somethin' to prove went and bought a Benz
But I ain't got nothin' to prove
I ain't gon' play, pretend
Is this shit even real? I don't know
Cupid lurking and he shooting to kill, I gotta go
I gotta change, I know, Find a way to grow
My brain filled with dark thoughts, I'm bout to overflow
I'm going crazy in my head I need to take it slow
The devil whispered in my ear, he said my life I owe
But I ain't tryna go
I don't know What you're waiting for
But if you're waiting on me There ain't no guarantee
That I can be there for you, I know I'm hard to love
Take a chance on me, you never know
And I know you've been hurt before, that's how it goes
But it ain't gotta be that way anymore
You ain't gonna get played anymore
Keep your heart locked in the safe bottom floor
Cause I can't play these games anymore
All the old hoes, tell em they can't hang anymore
Taking all my clothes, outfit I can't change anymore
You start a fire in my soul, like a flame to my core
Accountability I'm Taking, I don't blame anyone
They ask me who I want and I can't even name anyone
Except you, you
I don't know What you're waiting for
But if you're waiting on me, then I can try and see
If I can be there for you
I know I'm hard to love
I know I'm hard to love
I know I'm hard to love, love, love