Oooh oooh

Don't let em see it
Don't let it show
Pick up the pieces that
Fall to the floor
Show em that smile
The one that's routine
Put on a show
Just to make em believe that

You've got it together
All your ducks in row
Cause you should know better by now
You're not eighteen anymore

So why do I feel stupid
Why do I feel dumb
Why am I so scared to find out
Who I'll become
Oh why am I still anxious
That I'll never fall in love
Oh tell me what's the point in
Fakin it all just to numb
The fabled fear of growing up
The fabled fear of growing up

Oh I don't sleep too well
All night I write until there's red in my eyes
And when I do it's
Already half past twelve
How do I do it like them

How do I do this thing and
Act my age
There's nothing to it
Is all that they say
But I can't prove it
Put an end to shame
I feel consuming
I don't know my place anymore

I guess I'll just feel stupid
I guess I'll just feel dumb
Try my hardest to prepare myself for
Who I'll become
So I guess I'l just feel anxious that I'll
Never fall in love
Please tell me
What's the point in
Fakin it all just to numb
The fabled fear of growing up