In the darkness
Before the breakdown
You took a new vow promising a way out
Cos it'll kill you
If it continues
Pent up angers always destined for a jail view
You've hidden problems
on the inside
Suffering in silence
always leads to asylums
Shackled up in chains
It seems there's no way out
Digging your own grave
An empty bottle at a time so
Check yourself
You'd better get help
Veins popping
Eyes bulging
Nothing is aligning
Don't you see
Your a train crash wreck
You used to be unbreakable now fragmented debris
Waking up shaking
Waking up sweating
Four a.m drinking
Wait
And you don't have a problem?
Debris just a place
Where your old self goes
To die
When your drunk
And your wishing you were sober
Debris just a place
Where your old self goes
To die
When your drunk
And your praying you were sober
It's a new dawn
Welcome to your new day
Feeling worse than shit
Like you've just licked out an ashtray
Throw your rags on
In a sweat dripping stench fog
It's hard to think
When your brain cells are all duds
So let it sink in
And really hit home
Vodka in a water bottle who'd you think you are son?
Shackled up in chains
It seems there's no way out
Digging your own grave
An empty bottle at a time so
Check yourself
You'd better get help
Veins popping
Eyes bulging
Nothing is aligning
Don't you see
Your a train crash wreck
You used to be unbreakable now fragmented debris
Waking up shaking
Waking up sweating
Five a.m drinking
Wait
And you don't have a problem?
Debris just a place
Where your old self goes
To die
When your drunk
And your wishing you were sober
Debris just a place
Where your old self goes
To die
When your drunk
And your praying you were sober
It's the after math of your breakdown
Count up all your blessings and be grateful your above ground
Should you relapse
And chances are you will son
Just get back up
And know it's fine to crawl before you run
Shackled up in chains
It seems there's no way out
Digging your own grave
An empty bottle at a time so
Check yourself
You'd better get help
Veins popping
Eyes bulging
Nothing is aligning
Don't you see
Your a train crash wreck
You used to be unbreakable now fragmented debris
Waking up shaking
Waking up sweating
Six a.m drinking
Wait
And you don't have a problem?
Debris just a place
Where your old self goes
To die
When your drunk
And your praying you were sober
Debris just a place
Where your old self goes
To die
When your drunk
And your wishing you were sober