How could I know?
It's not that Obvious
But when I'm angry
And when you're frustrated
It's best if we just leave it alone
I wish I could've known
Just maybe I could hold
you again, or
Maybe we can go out and get
Something to eat
I thought this just
Wasn't for me
Maybe I'm not cut out for this
How much more can
I reflect inwards
Before I find that
There's nothing at all
There's no revelation
There's no sudden epiphany
But even if there was
There's no way that I
Could ever start again with you
Little victories fall short
I can't try anymore when
I can't change
I'll never know love
I can't help myself
Little victories
Fell before my feet
I saw you pick them up
You didn't see
If this is all I have
It's time
For therapy
There's no sudden trick
For me
I just can't
run away anymore
Fear wins again
Fear wins again
And after all this time
The worst part is
I'm back where I started
It's not that bad
I feel where my heart is
Two whole years it took
Just to tell you how I felt
All this time
But these songs will prove change
With you I'll wash away
No more will I sing about
The one that got away