Used to be a jit and now I'm growing up
Ever since I got some money they be like what's up
Had to learn how to be patient was down on my luck
On my doley I had nobody round me but God
They thought I was crazy they thought I was dumb
But I'm the type to motivate myself when it gets tough
That shit ain't really faze me I was on my up
Probably making songs while you were busy turning up
Cuz I
I'd rather die
Than
Spend the rest of my life
Regretting I didn't try
Yeah you heard me right I'd rather die
Than spend the rest of my life regretting I didn't fight
Through all this pain I'm holding all inside
Can't let it go to waste now it's my time
The top is where I'm headed my main focus
Problems in the rear view how I'm coping
Competition with myself what I indulge in
Tryna get it in just so they can take notice
Rain been catching up with me no matter where I go
Stepping over puddles soaking wet up in this coat
Can't afford to slow cuz that's when I fall
I been stuck up on the same road tryna make it home
I just need someone to understand me and the picture I been painting
Trust me I done spent way too long waiting just to find out that I'm far from saving
I done worked hard for my shit
And I know I did some bad things
But everything I've done has been worth it
And if I'm hurt then I deserve it
Cuz I
I'd rather die
Than
Spend the rest of my life
Regretting I didn't try
Yeah you heard me right I'd rather die
Than spend the rest of my life regretting I didn't fight
Through all this pain I'm holding all inside
Can't let it go to waste now it's my time