I didn't react
I held myself back

I wanted you to think
That I had forgiven you

Kinda glad that ur delusional
Illusions can be beautiful so

I don't know
If you ever noticed when I broke
Cuz that's when I built my smokescreen

You've been blinded ur entire life
It was your ego's fault now I've made it mine

What you thought was my defeat
Were your last chances to breathe
I took pity

You never noticed my control
I had you in a chokehold

You'd only notice if I ever spoke but
My silence was my crescendo

You never saw me coming
Cuz I was already that close

You never noticed my control
I had you in a chokehold

You'd only notice if I ever spoke but
My silence was my crescendo

Now you get to choose
Your final excuse
Please don't waste it on
One you've already used

You've burnt me I'm charred
Ashes fall apart
Therefore so would I
At least that's what you thought

I need you to blame
Not what caused your flame

You never noticed how I craved your pain
I'm a ripple in your ocean of waves

You'd only notice if I ever spoke
But my silence was my crescendo

Now you'll finally know your fucking place
Dug it urself
Come lie in my grave