You ever felt like your heart was ripped out your chest
You went to giving up hope from trying yo best
Ever felt like, nothing you did was good enough
Everything that you tried to do was a mess
Or you was always wrong and never right
You even contemplated on giving up life
You ever felt like yo back was against a wall
And everyone that you hit up, didn't answer the call
You ever felt like breathing was just too much for you
Ever burden you came across, it just stuck with you
Ain't no way to escape or shake away feelings
Got you questioning God, why is you even living
If depression was an image
It would be the lowest moments of my life I really had to witness
Like, watching my aunt up in that kitchen
Baking soda on the stove, just to provide a way of living
And they ask me, how am I different
Cause I done been through what they talkin' about, just chose not to live it
Look, train of thoughts be the sickest
I'm in a battle with my heart and my mind and no ones winning