Everytime I talk about my misery life,
I always blame my mom and dad
They sent me away, far from the world,
guess thats why I was always bad

They gave me away and they even changed my name

I learned to take a beating from the day I could walk,
got my teeth knocked out from the day I could talk
Raised by the evil, lost in the dark,
as long as I live I will wear the mark

I always knew in my heart it could tear me apart
You would be bad if youd been where I´ve been
You would be mad if you´d seen what I´ve seen
I won´t be me til you´re out of my head
I will be lonely but free when I´m dead
When I´m dead

I fought my way through school but I did allright
No one ever told me to step into the light
The world´s got a place for those who break down and cry
That´s not me, I would rather die

I don´t know why but my pride is as high as the sky

I know what I am and I can´t back down
There will come a day when evil comes around
Working for the money just to pay for my life
I´m livin my life at the edge of a knife

No regret but Ill never ever forget

You would be bad if youd been where I´ve been
You would be mad if you´d seen what I´ve seen
I won´t be me til you´re out of my head
I will be lonely but free when I´m dead
When I´m dead

You would be bad if youd been where I´ve been
You would be mad if you´d seen what I´ve seen
I won´t be me til you´re out of my head
I will be lonely but free when I´m dead
When I´m dead