Bloodhounds

Think I dug up my own grave
Just a hypocritic bastard
Bite the bullet and be brave
I don't know how else to feel right now
I feel trapped in my brain
Heard that line a million times
 but you'll hear it over again
I feel numb,  but I feel happy
I don't know how else to feel
Waves of pleasure brushing over me
But it feels so surreal
I don't talk a lot, don't worry 'bout me
Don't ask "What's the deal?"
Don't try to put a smile on me
My face is fucking still
All my music sounds the same
Come up with a different name
I won't take the fucking blame
I won't take the fucking blame
Try to be so civilized
But instead you wished I died
I've been there since like day one
You put a spear right through my eye
I can't feel, I'm fucking dead
Fuck my eyes right through my head
Lay your blood all through the bed
I remember what you said
Said let you fuck off and die
I let you do this this time
I'm so worried on you to this day
My paranoia climbs