I dip my finger in the cocaine
Hoping this time that it numbs my pain but I Don’t think all the things that I do
Ended up making it through to you because
I throw my hands into the fire
You know I always liked to walk that wire but I You know I tried
I walked the edge of all my stupid lies Hoping to slip on all the tears I cried but I Don’t know if I wanna drown alone
My lungs are filling up so far from home and I Think I’m still scared to die
Honey oh you know I tried you know I tried
Honey oh you know I tried but I don’t know why
I run my hands along the fault lines.
Have you ever tried to take two lives
Well I have
Think I did a pretty good job of that
I know I said I said I was bold
Wanted to hold you till I grew old
But fuck this city block is so damn cold and I Don’t think I can do that
Honey oh you know I tried you know I tried
Honey oh you know I tried but I don’t know why
I don’t know why