When Grandma died, I knew it was time to get my shit together
Thought that shit would break, but all it did was make me better
Ayy, Grandma, tell my dog, Glam, that she's still my partner
I'm bout to turn it up a notch and this is just a starter
I sit and wonder where I be, I made it far, I'm still amazed
I know one day I'll live my dreams, right now my life just in a maze
I'm still screaming, fuck these niggas' money, only thing I crave
Do whatever I gotta do, just gotta take it to the grave

For real, look, sticks and stones can't break my bones, bitch you gon' have to kill me
Sat on my vision for a while, but it was always in me
Kept a lot of shit to myself, now I'm seeing 2020
They wanna know what's my next move, just know that I got plenty Wanna see my kids in Fendi, want my bills on autopay
My son say, ma, buy that Tesla, I say, I am, just not today Get down on my knees and pray, cause lately times been getting harder

Still a little girl at heart, waiting on that call from my father
Need hugs from my mother, sometimes I wish she was the type
Bedtime, my mom was working, bitch, I tuck me in at night
You don't know what it's like, come home, eviction on the door
Mama crying in the shower, she don't know I'm right there on the floor
And I heard everything, I promise that's why I'm going harder
Mistakes along the way, never claimed to be the perfect daughter
What would you do if you was me, young with no control

I took all L's straight to the chin, can't nothing make me fold
She had a baby at 17, that story getting old
And she got three at 25, but she still reaching goals She who they call when they in need, but left out in the cold
She'll put a nigga six feet deep before she sell her soul And she be rapping, she do hair, she bring the money in
And she can't trust cause she a loner , only got two friends And she tote two poles, ain't scared to let them bitches off

She needed peppers for her jitt , she asked what the body cost
At the top, knock me off, I'm familiar with the bottom
At the top, knock me off, just know I'm coming ten times smarter At the top, knock me off, promise you won't get the chance
I'm my biggest threat in life, ready to fight just to get in stance
Leave yo ass in the trance, they should've warned you I don't play
Know my time coming, I'm just patiently waiting for the day
Till then I'm getting busy and remember this is just a starter

To all my family and friends, I got us all, I promise Likes might not do numbers, views tell me they tapping in
Fake mean real and if it's bullshit, then they make it trend Friend me opp , water thicker, how the fuck that go
You gotta rap what you ain't live to be the next to blow

She had a baby at seventeen, that story getting old
And she got three at twenty-five but she still reaching goals She who they call when they in need but left out in the cold

She'll put a nigga six feet deep before she sell her soul And she do rap and she do hell, she bring the money in
And she can't trust cause she a loner , only got two friends And she tote two poles, ain't scared to let them bitches off
She needed pampers for her jit and asked what the body cost