Lit a cigarette and jumped into bed alone
Them drugs is kicking in and my bottles getting low
I thought what if I just burn down this home
Lay back and watch the flames, least I'll go out with a glow cause I try, yes I try
But now I'd rather, Swallow pills ‘fore I swallow my pride
Yeah I try, yes I try, but as I hold this 45 all I see's mommas eyes and I cry


Just did my final line through the straw that broke the camel's back
cs I glare up in mirror, l see a demon starring back
Im tryna run towards the light, but I'd rather fade black
cnd they say the futures bright but it keeps on spotlighting my past
So I feel beat down, stressed out, tryna fit in
but im left out
Just closed my eyes and seen heaven's gates
cnd I swear to god I feel blessed now
When u come to face defeat,it put strength up in the weak
So that's prolly why I'm smiling
as these tears roll down my cheeek


Lit a cigarette and jumped into bed alone
Them drugs is kicking in and my bottles getting low
I thought what if I just burn down this home
Lay back and watch the flames, least I'll go out with a glow cause I try, yes I try
But now I'd rather, Swallow pills ‘fore I swallow my pride
Yeah I try, yes I try, but as I hold this 45 all I see's mommas eyes and I cry


Lit a cigarette and jumped into bed alone
Them drugs is kicking in and my bottles getting low
I thought what if I just burn down this home
Lay back and watch the flames, least I'll go out with a glow cause I try, yes I try
But now I'd rather, Swallow pills ‘fore I swallow my pride
Yeah I try, yes I try, but as I hold this 45 all I see's mommas eyes and I cry