Uh
My phone isn't open
line out of, out of service and closing
I really was hoping
That we could start coping, with all of the losses we took
A way that I'm finding to vent and grieve
Is coming from lyrics I put in this book
This life is teaching me lessons to stride in sorrow
My mind is telling me push (push)
And I feel overlooked
The things that I speak are misunderstood
I'm wondering where I would be if I didn't pick up the pen and pad
I know that my mental would start to crash
My body would probably turn into ashes
Cause I was tired of thoughts in my head that told me to go
But really who's asking
My life had flashed when my parents were split
I carried on such a big weight as a kid
I battled depression in silence so no one would worry
And I don't regret that I did
It made me the person I currently am
Made me the person that stands on his (own)
Just wanna help out the people as much as I can
Don't care if I'm not fully known (known, known)
Uh, yeah
Just Try
My phone isn't open
Really was hoping
My phone isn't open
Come on then, just try
Line out of reach, out service and closing I really was