If I said I love you
Then I meant it
Don't deny it
I wasn't lying
Even if it was the worst of times
I know I'm bearable sometimes
What a try hard
Screaming why god

And I wish I knew back then
What I know now
I understand what it mean
To grow down
I couldn't stand myself
On the low
Now gimme a hand
I'm not perfect
But I want to be
For you and me

What a try hard
Screaming why god

Please don't tiptoe around that subject
Ask me what's up and I'll hit ya with sub text
Give you the four one one no suspense
My heart one O one
Is the class you want
To be in
You'll see me
Right up front
With a blunt and a coffee
I know how to listen
I'm practicing talking
Say what I feel
I get choked up often
Around you
don't wanna drown you
In Disappointment
Only think about you
when I'm recording
No you can't complete me
I can't force it
Don't wanna be needy
Or be boyish

twenty five now
Only getting older
world and my heart
Keep getting colder
try to be kind
Through all this hardship
It's the only way
I can fight the darkness
Fight the darkness