On nights like this I can't concentrate
It takes just one miss
And I bite my lip, oh
And I bite my lip off
Water on my face and I'm back on again
But the words get tangled
I'm strangled up in my head
Just give me one more try
All the conversations fizzle out and meet dead ends
And I'm not sure anyone here wants to be my friend
I'm so deep within myself I'm 17 again
Ooh-oh I should've stayed home
On nights like this I lack self esteem
It's like everyone can see me
But no one really knows why
Did I get an invite?
A cigarette break sounds like paradise right now
But I've been two years dry
I'll just inhale the smoke you blow out
And hope that doesn't count
All the conversations fizzle out and meet dead ends
And I'm not sure anyone here wants to be my friend
I'm so deep within myself I'm 17 again
Ooh-oh I should've stayed home
I'm so tired of living in my head
Last years chipping away at my confidence
Lying 'wake thinking of who I will create
Then I'll introduce myself
Re-introduce myself all over again
It doesn't matter, it never does
We're all just bulletins on my dream journal
Forget about this, forget my name
Dust settles and I will move again
Oh I will move again
It doesn't matter, it never does
The friends not made are the friends I trust
Forget about me, forget I'm gone
I'll think of you when I next break down