Walking out of this door
I'll be home, I promise
I'm not leaving because I don't care
Actually, it's the opposite

I know in my heart
I could be so much better
And better is what you deserve
So instead of my usual spiel
I am taking my leave
Understand that it hurts me too

It's not goodbye
I'm not leaving
I'm not going away
I'll see you soon
That I promise
I just need to get better

Existentialist
Holding out for maturity
In development
Trying so hard to hurry

I know in my heart
I could be so much better
And better is what you deserve
Disappearing acts
Over and done with
I lay them to rest in this verse

It's not goodbye
I'm not leaving
I'm not going away
I'll see you soon
That's a promise
I just want to get better