Smoking out the window of my parents house
It's the changing of the seasons like I'm heading south
Crack a smile tryna prove that I'm not bugging out
But that method to the madness what it's all about

Fall down and get up again
Self destruct can't seem to keep my friends
I act like it's all good in the end
It's cool though I'll just play pretend
I'm awkward exhausted I know what the cost is
I see all the pathways but my sight's distorted
Effort ain't there but I take the awards
And I'll hog all the limelight and claim the applauses

Smoking out the window of my parents house
It's the changing of the seasons like I'm heading south
Crack a smile tryna prove that I'm not bugging out
But that method to the madness what it's all about
Smoking out the window of my parents house
It's the changing of the seasons like I'm heading south
Crack a smile tryna prove that I'm not bugging out
But that method to the madness what it's all about

Springtime I'm in bloom like a Daffodil
Stub the end out on my arm cause I'm seeking thrills
Gotta take my shine up just to pay the bills
But shit gets heavy when I see 'em running for the hills
Smiling
Till I gotta tell how I feel like Billie Eilish
Spill my guts and wait for it to linger like I'm Irish
Comprehension ain't on your radar not the brightest
Please stop acting childish it's dire shit

Smoking out the window of my parents house
It's the changing of the seasons like I'm heading south
Crack a smile tryna prove that I'm not bugging out
But that method to the madness what it's all about
Smoking out the window of my parents house
It's the changing of the seasons like I'm heading south
Crack a smile tryna prove that I'm not bugging out
But that method to the madness what it's all about