I can act hard with lie
and a lackluster smile
but I'll lie awake all night
walk the streets like a zombie all day
I'm one thousand miles away

I'll feel alone with my heartbeat
and it's heartbreak time
and I'll try to control my emotions
I'll try to watch what I say
I'm two thousand miles away

I can try to undo
the tangled web I've woven
and I'll hold up these brittle walls
no they won't crumble today
I'm three thousand miles away

I can pretend to know who I am
and where I plan to go
but I don't know shit
and my mistakes are here to stay
I'm four thousand miles away

I don't know shit
and my mistakes are here to stay
I'm five thousand miles away"