Small town kid
Big city dreams
Pocket full of nothings
Heart stitched to my sleeve
Never leaving home
Only thing that frightens me
Know a couple niggas gone
Because it's pressure where I sleep
I'm from a city where
Skinny niggas carry strong heat
Grew up right with em
But I chose to do my own thing
I could never listen to what a nigga told me
Never had a father figure so I was my O.G
Blowing on O.G
I was like 15
It was just me Jay Keenan my homies
Used to feel so free
Living like outlaws
Packed in that Camry
Probably from 03
Kids see ghost in the back seat
Windows up
Sinking inside of my body
Doing like 60
Driving down back roads
Give a fuck who sees
It's heem

When the sun don't bathe me
Just know I was a chaser all in
Before they try to come change me
I'll be long gone high up starlit
When the sun don't bathe me
Just know I was a chaser all in
Before they try to come change me
I'll be long gone high up starlit

Boy a little older
Heart a little colder
Always had visions of living in California
Confess that I've been sinning
Hard not to admit
Looking for substance
Only finding the difference
In lust and love shit
Just enough if
It gets me by
For the moment
And keeps me high
I ride the tides
Just waste some time
Good to unwind
They wonder why
I've been off the grid
For so long
Trying to focus in
Into a zone
Show bare emotions
Just all in hopes
They sing along
And feel less alone
Always dolo
Can make you so low
Desperado
Used to be hollow
Worthless
Until i realized that I was all gold

Before i go
Promise that i'll pass by
Shrouded by the night sky
Trying to make the world mine
One day at a time

Simple situations
Complicated by a mix of
Liquor and the marijuana scent
Got us both slipping
Both missing
Two left feet
Got us both wishing
That we could groove to the beat
No sleep I've been running off hazes
No money but that's turned into the daily
Learned that time spent is the best payment
But I've been short on that too lately
Pockets packed with lint
So i'm working
9-9 To scrape up rent
I'm searching
For a way to make amends
On this earth
For all the shit i did then
Beacuase i was hurting
Not perfect but
It was all worth it
Just know there's always more than meets the surface