Hands together now they making me sweat
I'm contemplating what I'm finna do next
I am one of the best but who cares
I am ready to live
With no fear no stress but I will never forget
Am I a saint or a sinner
Am I an angel or a killer
Listen while I paint a perfect picture
80's baby lately I've been half past crazy
Blame the game or maybe I've enabled hate B ha

Fuck complaining motherfucker we blessed now
Struggle to embrace in my stand down
My background is cold nights and summer breeze
Stack a hundred G's
Cop my mama a house whatever she gon ever need
I'm getting better with time I write less now
It comes out by itself I'm less stressed now
Speeding through the toll gates my car looking a wreck now
Sometimes reality just forces you to calm down
Calm down let the water wash over you
I'm not complaining but these accolades is overdue
Spirit of God on the daily watching over you
I'm sober too no drinks for real I'm a focused dude haha
Yeah shit I'm a focused dude
Hoping you grab these words that I'm accustomed to
Spoken what you prefer this is the hope in fuel
Gas up your thoughts but don't you ever be a broken fool
Ah man we the chosen few
Many are called few win this is the normal route
Positivity flew in letting go of the feud
Letting go of you if you insist that you gon overrule us
Trust God is amazing
Ballad of a Soldier with scars from entertainment
Strange when the less you say the more attention
I'm safe when my thoughts complete my revelation

Fuck the cage we gon break out and fly free
Name a rapper real enough to traumatize me none
Whether a saint or a sinner
My heart is broken for you I take that as a winner
I ain't stopping my blood still red hot believe me
Don't give a fuck about my face being on TV
I'm knee deep in great work
My life on this page first
Bigger fish to fry get money til I lay in dirt
This is not an accident I am built for this
Spent years fucking starving I will kill for this
My vision is to build a path for street kids to eat
I need a drink and shit fuck that I need to sit and think
Strategize we gotta make money to give money
No sense working hard if you still hungry
We are not pheasants we are great kings
We are not slaves and we will never cave in
Whether a saint or a sinner
My heart is broken for you I take that as a winner good God

Whether a saint or a sinner
My heart is broken for you I take that as a winner
Whether a saint or a sinner
My heart is broken for you I take that as a winner
Whether a saint or a sinner
My heart is broken for you I take that as a winner uh

I will never let you go I will never let you go
Just hold my hand
I will never let you go I will never let you go
Just hold my hand
I will never let you go I will never let you go
Just hold my hand
I will never let you go I will never let you go
Just hold my hand
My hand just hold my hand
My hand my hand my hand just hold my hand
My hand just hold my hand
My hand I'm a saint or a sinner

Conversation

I will never let you go I will never let you go
Just hold my hand
I will never let you go I will never let you go
Just hold my hand
I will never let you go I will never let you go
Just hold my hand
I will never let you go I will never let you go
Just hold my hand
My hand just hold my hand
My hand my hand my hand just hold my hand
My hand just hold my hand
My hand I'm a saint or a sinner

Interlude

Yo P I wrote something for you
I don't know what you're gonna think about it like
Just tell me what you think about it
Like yeah
Aye

Whoever thought that I'd make it this far
Through all my trials and tribulations put my numbers on par
Percolating through ground like the water I rise
A black child with a dream and a
Might be a saint and a sinner at the same time
Maybe a sinner over time but I still try
To ease my mind from all the pain and try to do what's right
I need some light into my life cause I've been traumatized
Let it rain over me and let it wash away
All of the tragedies I had from a younger age
They left me scarred and they left my heart full of hate
Mama told me get your life right before it's late
Now everytime I close my eyes I got voices in my head
My inner part is dead and I'm tryna resurrect it
I don't know no real love all my life I've been rejected
Had to fight my feeling get myself motivated
Ever since I was a younging had to find my way
My niggas killing still ain't telling me that crime pays
While is like to manufy through the dark days
While we separated like a continental drift
I hope I find myself some peace before I lose my mind
It's been a long journey yeah a dark horse ride
My eyes seen it all yeah the cutthroat type
Survived the lies there now I'm living with the sharks

I hope they let me live I hope they let me surf
I hope they let the water wash away all of the curses
I hope they let me live I hope they let me surf
I hope they let the water wash away all of the pain
Saints and Sinners
Cold Waters