If you're reading this I'm already gone
Forgive me I could not be strong
Myself is the last I lost
So numb doesn't hurt being wrong
Pit in my chest no resolve
You know I kept to myself all along
I tried to talk but it bounced off the walls
So I keep all of this pain in a box
And it's mine, so I really don't mind
I'd Hurt myself before I'd hurt your life
I let it build and just say I'm fine
Nobody else even knows what it's like
And if you're here let 'em know this
I never gave up I just chose this
Treat this like any other moment
Just know that I was smiling when I wrote this