Who said it wasn't okay to be weird
I hope those people just disappear
So many friends keep calling me out
I can wipe a the fears I face
No doubt
And I'll just grow older
A little bit bolder
Let me make a little name for myself
A note to the past life
I'll take you to paradise
You know I need you right

You might wonder how I got here
I wish I told myself ten years ago
Who said it fade into black
And disappear
I guess I'll drown in all my tears alone
I guess I'm facing all my fears alone
I wish I told myself ten years ago

I wish I could tell myself
What I did right and what I did wrong
Maybe I could settle the score
And not do the things from my past
As before
Like
Maybe I could tell you
All the ups and downs
Get them all situated
Hoping I'm better now
Could I just send a note
You know it would change my mind
Instead I'm waking up with different mysteries inside

You might wonder how I got here
I wish I told myself ten years ago
Who said it fade into black
And disappear
I guess I'll drown in all my tears alone
I guess I'm facing all my fears alone
I wish I told myself ten years ago