I need to get it together,
I'm suffering now more than ever
A lot of people don't talk about it, but I'm not happy with myself,
With all of it
Not satisfied with where I'm at, how I feel I'm constantly under attack.

Not content with how I respond,
And when I'm happy,
I don't even pause or become present
To actually feel it,
And find happiness.

I may seem like I got it together,
But deep down I seek to struggle
And then it becomes
Too much to handle

I need to find a way out of this,
With myself I'm merciless,
And my face and mouth
Are messed up

I feel like Job in the Bible.
Lost between my own broken heart And God's call
If you only knew the things
I went through,
If you knew.
If you knew the struggles that
I go through,
If you only knew.