I feel the fear of failing
Always falling short of what i'm expecting from myself
I still can't get this out of my head
I think i'm better of death
It's taking upon me
I think i'm losing my mind
I keep on burying it inside
And still i wonder why

I'm paralyzed
I let it burn inside
I'm terrified
Of what i could find
I'm searching for the light, the balm to heal my broken mind
Oh please define
What it means to be living

Am i supposed to stand still
While i'm burning alive
Came back from hell, now what?
Why do i have to live this over and over again
I keep pushing myself to the limit but now i'm left without the flame
I'm still here
But I've never given up on the fact that this is not where i wanted to be

I'm not running away, i'm not running away
I'm just trying to comprehend
I'm just trying to understand
I'm not running away, i'm not running away
I'm just trying to comprehend
I'm just trying to understand

I'm paralyzed
I let it burn inside
I'm terrified
Of what i could find
I'm searching for the light, the balm to heal my broken mind
Oh please define
What it means to be living

Oh please define
What it means to be living
Oh please define
What it means to be living