I'm Scared Of Everything

I'm scared of lighting candles
To wrap myself in blankets
I'm scared of getting too comfortable
I'm scared of libraries
And everything they carry
I'm scared of all the things that I don't know

I get anxious by amusement parks
And people so close to my heart
That they could break it if they wanted to
I get anxious by the way it feels
To have a million silent dreams
Cause they could break me if they wanted to

I call my mom and I call on the weatherman
I swear to God that I'm doing the best I can
And I'm thinking if “the brave” die young
What a shame
She could have been someone
I am scared of everything

I'm scared to take the brunt of
Things out of my control
That life will knock the wind right out of me

Then I get anxious about living fears
Don't want to miss out on my peers
But I keep urging to write another page
Then I get anxious about being true
Being different
Being new
I just want to be my truest self

I call my mom and I call on the weatherman
I swear to God that I'm doing the best I can
And I'm thinking if “the brave” die young
What a shame
She could have been someone
I'll spend all of my life betting on her horse
Keep her proudest possessions out on my porch
I'm thinking if “the brave” die young
What a shame she could have been someone
I am scared of everything

To cut the string will be to let the beast out
But my knees are hurting from playing the defense
At some point there's air between fire and gasoline
There is a million ways it can play out
Wounds can be diamonds if they're taken care of
I guess being scared isn't like I invented the wheel

I call my mom and I call on the weatherman
I swear to God that I'm doing the best I can
And I'm thinking if “the brave” die young
What a shame
She could have been someone
I'll spend all of my life betting on her horse
Keep her proudest possessions out on my porch
I'm thinking if “the brave” die young
What a shame she could have been someone
I am scared of everything

To cut the string will be to let the beast out
I am scared of everything
To cut the string will be to let the beast out
I am scared of everything