Ay, it was third grade
Doctor had me takin' all these methamphetamines
Told me I was failing all my classes, now they're tryna find a better me
I was just a guinea pig while they found out a remedy
Mama crying on the sofa, I look over
I'm like, what's been happening, she like, way too much happening
She been focused up on her money because of the taxes in
While I was getting bullied in school because of the glasses on the kid
You ain't really my friend, so, I was cutting you all off
I ain't really have friends, so, I was cutting myself up
Mama's tryna get a bank loan, so I'm tryna get the wealth up
Make an enemy out of me, tell that pussy nigga tough luck
If you really struggling, then look for help
Like I done had too many friends that went and killed themselves
Like I done had too many pill bottles up on the shelf
Like, who the fuck are you to doubt my own health
You don't know what it's like
Yeah
Ay, ay, bitch
You ain't never seen a god damn thing
Yeah, they turned me into a soldier
You want in my circle, then give me the codeword
Damn, can't trust a soul in this cold world
Man, I learned that as I got older
Bitch, I'm tryna to die tonight, I whip my car, go 95
Life been moving way too slow, so I speed it up when I drive
Always had a short temper since a kid, shit was dynamite
Workin' for my fuckin' family, Bitch I'm tryna to stay alive
Why you tryna use me for my numbers, are you jealous
You've been talkin' on me and my lyrics, you could never
Write about some trauma that you've been through, you know better
If you've got some underlying beef, you better step up
Ay, it was third grade,
Doctor had me takin' all these methamphetamines
Told me I was failing all my classes, now they're tryna find a better me
I was just a guinea pig while they found out a remedy