They said that I would fall from heaven
And I would lose my wings
They said that I would lose my way in hell
No matter all the tears

They said that I would never make it
They said that I was wrong
Said nobody would ever love me
I’d never write another song

And if you knew
What I knew
You would sit there thinking that I must be such a miracle
But the hurt bruised
The hurt grew
And I can’t remember ever even being loved
And I chose who
I thought I knew
To protect me from the fires that were burning on the run
But she outgrew
She chose new
Left me with a heart that is still broken from the love

And I don’t have time to make up reasons why
These motherfuckers want to make me cry
I’m sick of stupid
Sick of stalling up my feelings
Just to get me by
I need to live my life
I need to live to die

And so I say goodbye
To the other side
While I’m packing up the bullshit that they left behind
Oh no don’t be foolish if you think I will forget next time
Now I need to live my life
Need to live to die

Take a sip of a lie

Lived up a lie for last upon time
I grew up with this strife
We are going up in flames from this crime
Now that we are flaming I can speak fine

I have never known to live without love
But death by love is something I won
I never even bought a ticket for that son
Never even had the chance to outrun

Run that scum that leeched on my blood
Knife rope sword or bullet from thy gun
Never expected that from them hun
Closest always to you will Judas on that tongue
Fall out like call count
I’m backed with strong bounds
Heart pumps it still crowns
Love dies with no vows
And I chose who
I thought I knew
To protect me from the fires that were burning on the run
But she outgrew
She chose new
Left me with a heart that is still broken from the love

And I don’t have time to make up reasons why
These motherfuckers want to make me cry
I’m sick of stupid
Sick of stalling up my feelings
Just to get me by
I need to live my life
I need to live to die

And so I say goodbye
To the other side
While I’m packing up the bullshit that they left behind
Oh no don’t be foolish if you think I will forget next time
Now I need to live my life
Need to live to die

Take this as a message to yourself
Go and stand up
Don’t be thinking that this is the end go and show up
Don’t go sit there harbouring ur feelings just to get u bye
You need to live your life
You need to live to die