Inside this fog, inside these thoughts
There are lingering ghosts who refuse to take in
Every lesson I’d learn, in exchange they give me
A wave of doubt, the ebb and flow
All my secrets unlocked, all my flaws, all my dreams
It’s a movement that fills the same void that I built
I don’t know what I would give to stop the screams inside
And if I’d picture all the things I’m at, I’d see a girl who runs towards a worse herself
But only I can find the light and fight, I swear I’ll try
Let’s hope this pain at least can serve me well, I want to rip it all apart and find myself
I try to breathe, to endure and heal
And I bet no one sees, I’m too good pretending I am able to cope and I’m strong, while in here
I don’t know what I would give to stop the screams inside
And if I’d picture all the things I’m at, I’d see a girl who runs towards a worse herself
But only I can find the light and fight, I swear I’ll try
Let’s hope this pain at least can serve me well, I want to rip it all apart and find myself
I want to rip it all apart and find myself
It’d be nice to suffocate tightened by your solid limbs,
To get caught into this endless golden spin,
To disappear inside the kiss
These are simple things,
That may visit my daydreaming mind
So they drift in circles
But never seem to wipe out their nemesis, steady dark enemy
And you see, these fantasies cannot be found
These fragile hopes are meant to drown
These fragile hopes are meant to drown,
Into the blue