I love you, Equinox
This shit happen every time I close my eyes
Sometimes I dream about you in the day but it's every night
Yeah, I said I need you in my life I said I'm looking for the girl that's ready to go out and fight
Fight for your love, ready to go in And I, and I don't know if it's real, it's a hit or miss
Got all this jewelry on my body screaming look at my wrist Finding the sign up for your love, I've been looking for the list
And I don't know where you now Got all these feelings you done turned down
Didn't wanna talk to me But you sat there with a fucking smile
Hurt my pride, hurt my soul I've been peeping how these people move
And I don't know what that means that I'm getting old But I've been trying to shine like the fucking sun
And I know that these people wanna see me run Like forest in them woods
They don't know why I ain't running It's cause I'm misunderstood
They ask me how I'm doing I only say that I'm good
Yeah, I always say that I'm good I don't want you to worry
Cause what the sun it don't see that means it's buried
And I don't want you to see my past life Cause if you do that might as well be my last ride
Been through the thick and the thin I can count that now as a win
And I can say that I paid off all my dividends But in the end my heart black
And I don't know if you know that I don't know if you meant to put these scars on my heart
Cause they will never ever grow back and You call me your brother but never let me hold a rack
So I guess you deserve that plaque
And you call me your brother but you left me in the trap