Hypocritical,
cnd overly critical of myself,
In a glass home throwing stones at everyone else,
Never used to give a f*** bout my health,
Still don't give a fuck about a brand name on a belt,
Used to think that I'd be fine with what cards got dealt,
Who cares about the Ozone let the whole world melt,
Cuz I ain't even had a reason to live,
Didn't think no one could want me I had nothing to give,
Then it's like God made you outta one rib,
I don't deserve you don't know what I did,
I don't deserve love don't deserve salvation,
Don't deserve the spot I been placed in,
Depressed and Bipolar when my life ain't bad,
Tired of loved ones asking why I seem so sad,
Feel like months since I heard from my mom or my dad,
Used to see them every day now I don't know where they at,
Had some best friends that turned into enemies,
cnd even more that ain't nothing but memories,
Guess that they just didn't f*** with energy,
Everybody gets sick of me eventually,
People love to throw me away,
I talk too fuckin much and still don't know what to say,
Sayin that I'm fine when I'm not Okay,
Guess that I just miss the old days,
Do you even love me anymore,
I wouldn't know I never loved myself before,
I'm sorry but I can't ignore,
The fact I got 2 sides and they always at war,
cnd I don't know what they fighting for,
Don't think I can take it anymore,
I said I don't know what I'm fighting for,
But don't think I can take it anymore,


You better love yo damn self or no one will,
You are who you choose to be and so just be chill,