I'm trying to rea- , I'm
Keep trying to realise
I'm starting to realise
Starting to realise
I'm finally starting to realise
I know what it feels like, and I hate it
But every day it's feeling like I just can't take it
And the pressure keeps on building, I just pray I don't cave in
I wanna give my all, but I'm tired, I'm aching
I put it all on plan A, that's the risk that I'm taking
But don't nobody give a fuck, I feel I'm forsaken
Sacrificing all of my time, no guarantee that I make it
Putting pedal to the metal 24-7 to get to these places
Pushing hard for my family to keep a smile on their faces
But it feels like the weight of the world on my shoulders and I
Can't hit the brakes, I ain't slowing tonight
I ain't sleeping in peace 'til I'm reaching the heights
And even when it's dark and it's just me against the night
Best believe that I'm gon' fight, yeah, yeah
And despite of all their expectations, I'm gon' remain dedicated
And when they ask how I made it, I'm gonna play 'em this song
So they can hear my pain and understand things can change
And they won't stay the same, no