Is it easier on you?
Crush me like you always do

Emotion shows
It's in my cheeks
My face is hot
My knees are weak
Would never ask
For you to leave
You fuel me
You fuel me

What does it take to make you cry
Do you picture yourself
Living a better life

I think of your voice
How you speak in time
With my heartbeat
But it doesn't align

Emotion shows
It's in my cheeks
My face is hot
My knees are weak
Would never ask
For you to leave
You fuel me
You fuel me

(I'm not dead)

I'm lost, stuck
Under the bed
Though I'm not dead, yet
I'm not dead