Close my eyes
Hands to the sky
Praise to my God that I live for I die
I've been subject to glory
Been subject to pain
Been subject to laughter
I've been subject to change
Hell I need y'all to be real with me real with me
I just need y'all to be real with me real with me

Caught up in the rapture I couldn't even find myself
I used money to define myself
But you see with money comes a weakness
You don't have to tell me what defeat is
I needed to remind myself of where I came from
My father told me to stay strong
My mother told me mntwan'ami you've gotta praise God
I mean there's certain things I kept to myself
Damn
Looking back I think I slept on myself

This gotta be the realest thing I ever wrote
And they extended the truth but it's cool
Cause I know that this is my throne
See I've been through the most
I would never let these demons come close
Tell a hater so long so long so long so long so long
This time around I'm way too strong
And I still will take it home
And this time I'm way too gone

See on the real I was horrified
When I spoke to Mardy and he told me Koko Dorah died
I was barely breathing Hlatse wasn't teething
And Bonolo was just happy cause he saw his brother bought a ride
Got unhappy though
See I was moving things
Started feeling like I was an Eagle that was losing wings
Stress started peaking
Money wasn't looking right
I spoke to God man I just hope I get my bookings right
Cause honestly what's a man to do
When your honey's got no money and she told you that her rent is due
Now you got to work a few jobs
Cause homes what we tend to do is forget the money that we meant to do
Got into drugs and the liquor
Was fuckin women who had jugs and were thicker
The only thing my baby got was hugs when I kiss her
And nowadays she bugs when I trick her
Damn I think I slept on myself

This gotta be the realest thing I ever wrote
And they extended the truth but it's cool
Cause I know that this is my throne
See I've been through the most
I would never let these demons come close
Tell a hater so long so long so long so long so long
This time around I'm way too strong
And I still will take it home
And this time I'm way too gone

Searching for money that I couldn't have
The kind that gets you hunnies that are good with Rev
I just need to get it though
I need the dough so that I don't have to feel indebted though
I need a hoe that understands me
One who knows my wrongs and can live with them
Boys who got my back and I can share bout half a mil with them
Those who know about me and they know I keep it real with them
Those who wanna front man can eat a dick
Fuck I don't give a shit
So don't ask me bout Beat Oven
The brotherhood I had with that homie has been broken
I'm sure he knows the reason why
We haven't spoken but the word is he got beef with I
We can't be open about the matter
It's better we forget and we move on
Or lay that bitch to rest like a footon
Will they ever think of you when you gone
Will they ever think of you when you gone
Damn I think I slept on myself

This gotta be the realest thing I ever wrote
And they extended the truth but it's cool
Cause I know that this is my throne
See I've been through the most
I would never let these demons come close
Tell a hater so long so long so long so long so long
This time around I'm way too strong
And I still will take it home
And this time I'm way too gone
Slept on myself