Won't call it love, just call your bluff
Feeling like I'm out of luck
Truth is that I care too much, every day stuck in a rut
You know I care, I'm sorry I can't be there
You say life is unfair but some things just don't compare
Without you next to me, I'll just rest in peace
And I don't wanna speak, I'll let you talk over me
Smoke grey skies and sleepless nights
You know who I am but you don't know where I've been
Cinnamon on my skin, drink it in, innocence
Every night lay by your side, can't keep it in, I'll lose my mind
I already told you, you acting like I owe you
You say I miss the old you, well I don't fit in her shoes
Anymore, watch you slam that door, guess I'd rather be abhorred
Than just someone you ignore, do whatever I say
'Cause I'm a fucking hurricane, grounded but I need my space
I fly so high can't feel no pain, glowing in the pouring rain
I never wanted to be saved, I'm sorry that I can't be sane
Just throw the cards and save your ace
I guess I'm finally over it, I take it in, won't take no shit
It all means nothing in the end so I'm not scared to start again
And all my ghosts pose as my friends so you know that I play pretend
I don't know why I keep waiting , I overcomplicate it
I know you hate how I think, tried to change the way that I breathe
Just so you'd still like me for someone that I'll never be
I'm tempted to pack all of my things, I never know what I need
My happiness is so strange, how I'd give it up for nothing
Hoping we'd turn to something
Won't call it love, just call your bluff
Feeling like I'm out of luck
Truth is that I care too much, every day stuck in a rut
You know I care, I'm sorry I can't be there
You say life is unfair
But some things just don't compare