So motherfucking sick and tired of all these rainy days
That's why I rap and record my life to take this pain away
My mind blurry, My Vision Clear but I still make a way
& I'm high as fuck, but that's the only way to help me concentrate
These feelings come in on a daily
And I can't make em change
And where I from you shoot to kill that's how we make a name
And once it's bloodshed it's all war…
And Won't shit be the same
Instead therapy we take 30s and let them ease the
pain
We let them ease the pain
Aye won't shit be the same
At grandma house with all my cousins
Them was the early days
No care in the world just having fun
Felt everything was made
Until we grew up
And seen how this world could be so shady aye
No hesitation
Jumped in the game
And bitch I found a way
At 17 I lost my homie he ain't graduate
Shit fucked me up
And I got introduced to downers aye
And that really helped cause that just made me push the sound away
Blocked everything out
Hit the Stu
Make Sure My Count was straight
And every move I made
Just made sure it amount to cake
Now in yo honor I need srt's and house near lakes
Riding Kawasaki, fucking thotties cause ain't no time to waste
So motherfucking sick and tired of all these rainy days
That's why I rap and record my life to take this pain away
My mind blurry, My Vision Clear but I still make a way
& I'm high as fuck, but that's the only way to help me concentrate
These feelings come in on a daily
And I can't make em change
And where I from you shoot to kill that's how we make a name
And once it's bloodshed it's all war
And Won't shit be the same
Instead therapy we take 30s and let them ease the
pain
We let them ease the pain
I don't even know her name
She want me link
I don't remember the occasion
Ain't got her number saved
See too many people
I barely talk
Don't wanna conversate
I ain't tryna be rude
That's just my mood
I'm usually out the way
Tryna run it up
And touch this M
Baby I'm almost late
We can get this food
And just be cool
But never call it dates
Bitches wanna be boo'ed up
In they feelings you not Ella Mai
Say love can wait
I'm in my bag I want a 100k
This shit all natural
It just happened
All I did was pray
And I ain't hate
I seen it happen
All I did was wait
My turn gone come
My diamonds gone shine
Ain't stuck at minimum wage
Can't do this shit forever
I Gotta find a different way
So motherfucking sick and tired of all these rainy days
That's why I rap and record my life to take this pain away
My mind blurry, My Vision Clear but I still make a way
& I'm high as fuck, but that's the only way to help me concentrate
These feelings come in on a daily
And I can't make em change
And where I from you shoot to kill that's how we make a name
And once it's bloodshed it's all war
And Won't shit be the same
Instead therapy we take 30s and let them ease the
pain
We let them ease the pain