When I wake up, look over at him
He's still so fucked up
I'm always afraid of what I'll find
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand i give up
I just wanna get out alive, it's fucked up
At least I can say that I tried
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand

Did I say thousand? I meant million

I was lookin' for what I found in you
What I thought I found is no longer true
Sometimes I miss the fantasy
But never the reality
Showin' me the best and the worst at times
You asked me what I need and I couldn't lie
But now I want stability it can't get to me

It feels like overkill
Don't need another pill
Got lost in the chaos
You don't know when to stop

Whеn I wake up, look over at him
He's still so fuckеd up
I'm always afraid of what I'll find
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand i give up
I just wanna get out alive, it's fucked up
At least I can say that I tried
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand

Did I say thousand? I meant million

Started to believe what you saw in me
Started to repeat the insanity
Smokin' joints that on the couch
Next thing you know your walkin' out
Saturday you said you're at a party
Didn't hear from you untill that Monday
Said don't worry, it'd be okay
But it's not, but it's not

It feels like overkill
Don't need another pill
Got lost in the chaos
You don't know when to stop

When I wake up, look over at him
He's still so fucked up
I'm always afraid of what I'll find
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand i give up
I just wanna get out alive, it's fucked up
At least I can say that I tried
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand

I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand
I've been through this a thousand times
I've been through this a thousand