My life is a mess, I'm confused in the abyss

Trying to find strength, so I can withstand this

My mind can't be still, it's a never-ending drill

Every day is a struggle as I try to ignore the chill

I'm living in constant fear, always running from the past

Living under this pressure, it's taking its toll at last



I think I'm mentally ill, I need to find the cure

My broken heart and my pain, can't take this anymore

I'm feeling so hopeless, searching for a way out

I'm losing my faith, and it's all gone astray

I keep searching for answers but no one seems to care


I think I'm mentally ill and it's taken its toll

My dreams are fading fast and there's nothing left to hold

I'm in a state of confusion, feeling so much pain

Thoughts swirling in circles, my life is not the same

My mind is on a loop, I can't shake this sense of dread


Trapped in a prison, a battle I can't win

My soul is in crisis, and I think I'm mentally ill

Neurosis runs deep, feeling my grip slip away

Desperately seeking some aid, to break this vicious cycle of days

Paranoia's stalking me, always near and close by



I think I'm mentally ill, feel like being held against my will

Life's a struggle and it's real, that's why I'm living up on this hill

The disease plays on my mind, so of course I'd take the time

To cast away these mental blues, looking for something to find


Life's too hard, my head feel like a bomb

No peace of mind, just chaos and dread inside my dome

Crowds of people but I'm feelin' so alone

Just trying to fight the battle with this mental illness on

My head's a mess, distorted vision in my sight


Got a family that loves me, but can't save me this lonely night

Crying in my bed all night, feeling so alone

My mind is spinning, and I feel like I'm on my own

My head is always full of stress, it's like a never-ending fight

I keep telling myself to pull through this with all my might


Feeling like I'm cursed, my life turned out a mess

My sanity's gone and I think I'm mentally ill

The intensity within my soul, it's hard to comprehend

It never gets any easier with all the doubts and fears I blend

Been trying to stay focused and just do what is right