It's a cold sweat
Oh no
My desire will be my undoing
In flesh tones of corrupted blood
Dead branches of me and my lovers
My creator woes her creation
What innocence blanks generations
Discontinue my continuation
An extinction of me and my lovers
One to the left one to the right
Two demons on my shoulders keep me up at night
Generations left ungenerated
My desire will be my undoing
I've been thinking about it
I've been thinking about it
I've been thinking about the legacy I'm leaving
When it's stopped short it's unforgiving
Then I wonder why I'm even living
What hurt you so long, my bub
My bub, so long
Sweat cold sweat cold sweat cold sweat
My creator woes her creation
What innocence blanks generations
Discontinue my continuation
Silent spring for me and my lovers

And I know we ain't gonna meet in another life
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your eyes that yr gonna die
Okay what am I saying okay what am I but the son of such a saint who gave me her eyes
I put em both to waste, cannot love or procreate
I say my God I'm so ashamed you gave me her eyes

It's a false start
Oh no
What warmth could feel this cold
Family name no more
All my ancestors lived for
Afflictions and world wars
Whole plagues that wiped generations out
All they'd been surviving for
Cut short by me and my lovers

And I know we ain't gonna meet in another life
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your eyes that yr gonna die
Okay what am I saying okay what am I but the son of such a saint who gave me her eyes
I put em both to waste, cannot love or procreate
I say my God I'm so ashamed you gave me her eyes

And I know we ain't gonna meet in another life
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your eyes that yr gonna die
Okay what am I saying okay what am I but the son of such a saint who gave me her eyes
I put em both to waste, cannot love or procreate
I say my God I'm so ashamed you gave me her eyes

Why can't we see the sunrise in the morning
She leaves her only son behind in the morning
Why can't we see the sunrise in the morning
She leaves her only son behind in the morning