And it's ugly enough that you had to watch me self harm what does that do?
I'm puttin cuts in my arm
banging my head against the wall in the bathroom
because I had to

Fucking me up when I remember all the ways I looked passed you
when I had you
I'm at the point where whenever I hear your name I'm breaking down and I can't keep sane
And it hurts my heart and it hurts my brain
Hurts my heart it hurts my brain
I'm tearing up in the mirror at the end of the day
I feel like a clown and I'm not okay
Keeping you around takes the pain away
I don't know what I would do if you weren't with me

Ugly enough that you had to watch me self harm what does that do?
I'm puttin cuts in my arm
bangin my head against the wall in the bathroom
because I had to

Out of my mind out of supplies out of time out of cash too
and then I lost you
Spending my life on the mother fucking defense
I'm in the deep end
Spending my nights trying to drink away the feelings
That wasn't healing

Might require a miracle
Got high highs I've got low lows
On my lonely stride back home I think I feel I think I know
Might require a miracle
Got high highs I've got low lows
On my lonely stride back home
I think I feel
I think I know
Might require a miracle
Got high highs I've got low lows
On my lonely stride back home
I think I feel
I think I know
Might require a miracle
Got high highs I've got low lows
On my lonely stride back home
I think I feel I think I know