Why am I tryin' so hard for failure just to reach me anyway, like, what the fuck
Success ain't in my eyes, I look in the mirror, I do not see it
I look inside the casket in my dreams and my face, it's just blend right in
Why am I tryin' so hard, Just be thinkin' to myself
All these thoughts inside my head, they ain't good for my health
Why carry on with life, If they can't come with you
These bitches all around because they think I'm beneficial to they future
But they ain't helpin' mine in no way, no form, no shape or motherfuckin' style
If I stop makin' this shit, will these people claim they love me still come around
Will my brother switch on me? Would that bitch still want me?
A few I know they'll stay, and in my heart got a place, For the genuine ones only
Just cause you listen to music don't mean you know me
Can I take my life and give it to someone who need it?
Every day I keep thinkin' why the ones that's dead and gone had to leave me
Ever since you gone, life been different
All that fake shit they showin', I'm like fuck a friend
I know the ones that got me, I got them until the end
What if this shit don't work and I don't get them bigger ends?
And failure, what I see I don't think I'm too far from it
Blood runnin' from my soul
Tears rollin' down my face, tell me do I got a place where I'm supposed to go
What I'm thinkin' in my head, I know they'll never know, Unless I put it on a beat
But my feelings and my pain every time I be discreet
Every time they ask what's wrong, I say I'm good, but I'm lyin'
Not where I wanna be mentally
The people that I love, was they meant to leave?
I'm like, why me
I just can't believe My heart is on my sleeve, it wanna leave me
Breathe in slow
Pain gon' always flow