Pain in my side
Keeps me up at night
I'm lying there
I'm wondering why
I know that I am living to die
I know that I am living only to die

All my memories
Come flooding back in my pain
I'm struggling there
I don't remember my own name

I know that I am living to die
I know that I am living only to die

I don't trust no one
I don't tell them what I feel
Cause I'm questioning if
My life is even real

I know that I am living to die
I know that I am living only to die