The door stays open, you're walkin' in and out
I'm tryna find those feelings you left with someone else
I'm in some stranger's bed I hate wakin' up by myself
Sittin' at the bottom like look at how far I fell
Somewhere between fuck it and fuck this honestly
There's something bout your eyes and the way they're haunting me
All these drugs aren't cheap, but the pain is comin' free
I think I lost control of these demons inside of me

Maybe it's my fault, lately I'm so gone and treat my heart like a bank vault
Baby Im too high can we please turn the lights off?
I'm so fucked up, girl, I feel like a write off
Please don't hit me up, you killed my high
I don't wanna come down, no, not tonight
I swear I'm lookin' at the stars, like, where's my sign
I think I lost my mind on these
All drunk phone calls and lonely eyes

The door stays open, you're walkin' in and out
I'm tryna find those feelings you left with someone else
I'm in some stranger's bed I hate wakin' up by myself
Sittin' at the bottom like look at how far I fell
Somewhere between fuck it and fuck this honestly
There's something bout your eyes and the way they're haunting me
All these drugs aren't cheap, but the pain is comin' free
I think I lost control of these demons inside of me

You got a few stains, tryna clean my mess
I know you wanted more, but I gave a lot less
Girl, our first kiss now is my last regret
I just write all night to delete these texts

The door stays open, you're walkin' in and out
I'm tryna find those feelings you left with someone else
I'm in some stranger's bed I hate wakin' up by myself
Sittin' at the bottom like look at how far I fell
Somewhere between fuck it and fuck this honestly
There's something bout your eyes and the way they're haunting me
All these drugs aren't cheap, but the pain is comin' free
I think I lost control of these demons inside of me

The door stays open, you're walkin' in and out
I'm tryna find those feelings you left with someone else
I'm in some stranger's bed I hate wakin' up by myself
Sittin' at the bottom like look at how far I fell